Aaron Gabriel (:

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

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Recently, life for me has really been like my title, full of dots. Not only is it full of blurry, very minute dots, the dots do not connect. Ok, so it does connect here and there but not all e time. I guess i gotta start to try to link them up. pray for me?
i got an ice box where my heart used to be.
ciao

simply complicated10:57 PM

Lowest

I have hit the lowest ever point in my life physically,mentally and spiritually. Someone help me pls.

simply complicated10:57 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

Head splitting

My head has been e location for world war 3 recently. For the past 3 days already. it has been "war-ing". Must be because of all e stress and activities i have to look into. Holy week's coming and i guess e stress and activity levels would definatly go up up up. Hai. The only saving graces recently are the late night majong sessions at Rach's place together with people like Van, Rach(duh-_-), Joel, Poon, Addi and Drea(actually, she doesnt play but i enjoy her company => ) and a really good fren to constantly message all worries and joys to (these include talks on plants, God and things better not mentioned. Haha). I guess my head's ongoing war will continue till i somehow squeeze a little break out. Till then, if im snappy or easily irritated, im sorry. Pray for me ya? till next time. Ciao!

simply complicated11:39 AM

Friday, March 09, 2007

A bad day, the bridge and Gods love

I've always belived in bad days. Today was one of them. It was not the kind that would smack you straight between the eyes the second you wake up. ( it does happen by the way.. metephorically and literally) In actual fact, it was a great start to my day. However, it was e slow and increasing chunks of nonsense that got me to the point of naming today a bad day for me. It reached a point where i just couldn't stand it anymore. And thats when i started talking to the one above. Well, i regulaly speak to God about all my troubles and feelings, however, today was different. After applying for my Advance theory( 1 of the many chunks of nonsense), i found myself walking home on the overhead bridge near my place. And as i walked there, i suddenly stopped and actually talked to God there. I don't know why i stopped but i did! For those who do not know, i have experienced lots of, lets say, 3rd dimentional nonsense there before. Simply said, that bridge is haunted. But the fact that i actually found God there really blew me away! And before you guys get carried away with e "what if it wasn't God speaking to you" kinda talk, I know who i was talking too. Trust me. To the many that were on that bridge this afternoon, i may have looked like a suicidal dude standing by e railings looking to e heavens. Looking exactly like those people in depression adverts or movies. But i felt peace. For e first time in a long long while, i felt peace. Its difficult to explain but i felt like i was having a close friend to talk to and hold close. I felt God's emense love. I felt wonderful wisps of air go by my cheeks as if someone was breathing on me. I felt e warmth( not heat) of the sun on my back, as if someone hugged me. And i heard the chirps of birds, that i would normally miss, resonate as if someone was speaking to me. It was wonderful. And just as i was about to walk on home, i realised that i spent 30 mins talking to God in a place i normally wouldn't wanna hang around. wow.. So, the next time anyone had a bad day, i'd suggest a nice stroll with who else but the Almighty.

God bless, Ciao!

simply complicated6:03 PM